I Gotta Pee

I Gotta Pee

I just woke up; in the middle of the night

my emotional bladder full and tight

walkin in darkness as I seek relief

Feeling like I’m going to burst is my belief

Down the hallway of emotions feeling my way;

Stubbing my toe on the end-table along the way

Of this relationship, oh such pain unimaginable

As I limp and hop through conversations

Your tactics like jacks I step on; causes exploding sensation

Overwhelms me wanting to curse

And piss all over the place; but that would just make it worst

So I hold it in knowing the muscle to be exercised

Getting weak soon the leak words of despise

Out of pain thinking relief will be gained

But a mess will be left if; so my piss I restrain

Until I can properly relieve myself

At the right time/place, relief will be felt

Keeping this in mind,  I step lightly;

through the darkness a light shines brightly

The door cracked open ever so slightly

Letting me know relief is near

Where I can release what I’ve held all these years

My emotional bladder, strained by mental vandalism

No longer being held in; no fear of criticism

Now relieved of this piss I can think clearly

…imagine all this just because I had to pee.