Drunk Love (A drunken tongue speaking a sober mind)

Falling in love is what I fear as I stare into your face the lust builds as I hesitate thinking “what the hell…” this feeling I can’t expel as it swells for this moment damn the torment as you entice me; words unknown to you my reaction you view and skew to your own interpretation damn the sensation my heart palpitation got me envisioning revelations of temptations that I try to resist; but still you insist, in as much as I struggle I still can’t resist you the tempest my soul doomed eternally the love/lust I’m engulfed! Thought of a person in lust while drunk.

 

E.N.A.M.O.R.

E.N.A.M.O.R.

E ver so gently you touched my heart

N ever ending love you accentuate; my soul you penetrate

A uspiciously you conquered my mind; that was just the beginning

M assaging my ego; enticing me ever so; now I anticipate

O nce only a dream; with hopes of bringing to life it’s meaning

R apport I have unmatched with mi amore; with you I’m so…

Fast Food Love

They thought they knew me; so they drew me on their heart, a canvas I tore apart, ripped to shreds leaving there hearts for dead
On my feet is where I need to be not in a relationship
Oxygen you offer me; life
Carbon dioxide is all I receive; death nothing but strife
Northern star what’s needed; to guide
Support not emotional/sexual consort
Role play is what they insist; displaying “I'm Not like the rest But still selfish needs bare root; while searching for truth
Listening to the love they confess; watching lies
In the process believing what we want and not what’s experienced.
Damaged goods - once optimistic now pessimistic.
You see me for who I was to be-for you, never for who will I be-for me and after you. Through loquacious and invidious words masquerading, entertaining visual acuities; it’s a pity, vision obscured by fog and mist….damn the vision lost. Feeling like the wind in my face as I piss.

I am what you miss in a listless state; of mind crowed
But sublime innuendo of life as it should be and not as it could be.
For this reason only you are lonely in dismay of life; now served your way…fast food style!

Human Nature

You’re human first then everything else second, as much as you try it’s difficult to stay the course
Even with Jesus at the helm and God as captain
You still follow your beliefs misconstrued; by your life you still believe to be certain…

Your life as a singularity, with out clarity as to why you live, only to take and expect; never to give!
What was given to you whether out of love or by mistake, your life; the question still remains, of this, what did you make? Besides excuses of “why not(s)” and “can’t(s)” only to draw on where you came from; your parents.

Such narrow thoughts don’t seem so odd, when all we have to do is trust in God,
Then blame Satin, of the two we’ve never seen; belief is what this remains…belief is what it means…
Yet in still what we can’t comprehend/explain, we come to blame on one or the other…
Why bother, when our own facilities over ride the innate essence that contains the truth that we ignore

Because we are human first then everything else second….