Daddy’s Lil Girl

Once cherished and held to such high esteem

My lil princess; embodied my life dreams

So I thought

I forget embodied she is; independent

The life I cherish; but I’m just a step-parent

Not biological, so its logical

Not my life dreams she embodies

But her own and now she’s grown

Acting like the think she knows

It’s shows in choices she makes in her life

following her desires; nolonger heeding advice

And now regrets are a mother%$#

Can’t take back what’s said; games over

You got what you wanted so you think

Now it seems you lost everything in a blink

Of a teary eyed man jdad it’s sad to imagine

All that’s left of his world is memories of Daddy’s Lil Girl…

Divine

Divine

Throughout this life of mine

there's beauty in everything I find

but then there's this image in my mind

that none can define, an essence so divine

your seduction, so subtle and sublime

not seen with the eye; felt in your presence as though I was blind

those with visual desires; they seek only to acquire for a time

but as for I; my blind eye; turned inner vision

Watching you stroll; in and out of my dreams causing such cataclysms

mentally emotionally; all I can do is drool; lost in a daze

deer in the headlight gaze at you; got me all crazed

my love; since then you know when;

till the time the world ends even then

beyond that my friend...till eternity's end...

You are so divine

by Jelaco

Staring At the Wall

STARING AT THE WALL

As I sit here motionless; staring at the wall

I’m moved by her moans, groans;

Tones, into a seductive state of emotions

As I escalate to a erect state; my mind can’t escape

The nightly dreams of a waking state…

All I can do is wait, anticipate what I fantasize

With her, damn man, it’s killing me; all I can do is anticipate

As I sit here, alone listening to the…

Silence solid like ice; transparent to the ear

cracked by the vocal passion; of her screams in tears

of joy and ecstasy as her climax draws near

all I can do is sit here

damn I wish it was me in there

but at the wall I sit stare

imagining what I would never dare…

to take the leap of faith; cause I hesitate just in case

not the right time or the place to throw my hat into the race

for my pole position, in her place

given the situation; damn the complication

of wanting, desiring, yearning to be the one

second to none, but still coming up third

phuk it’s absurd, for my feeling s to be curbed

I must be out of my head; or mind while stuck

On stupid like chuck; what the phuk…I’m trippin

Wishin it was me instead of him mixing emotions

With flesh…maybe it’s destiny I guess

To be a friend at best…lmao…what a mess

Maybe I should give up on it all, cause

I’m lost to it all; sitting here staring at the wall...