Sunday, October 30, 2016

               


Is my name; a suspect in the land of “…innocent until proven guilty…”  REALLY!?!?

Caught with a smoking gun and a body; although I never pulled the trigger…. 
the intent is prevalent with body and gun present. Nothing else is never considered, because the homicide of emotional trust and generosity is the overrides the fact that…

Sketchy is what they call me….

Here I am plea bargaining, arguing redirected conversations of my admitted guilt, arguments against myself I’ve built through the old adage “…action speaks louder than words…” actions view through binoculars held backwards, squinting trying to see the truth right before them. Circumstantial in nature factual to those that call me Sketchy….

Suspect is the word, given to the convicted; vindication to those who caught the perpetrator.  As they revel in the revelation of their disappointment and confirmation of all affirmations; a banner of their victimization and humiliation endorses is their vindication in all that’s right. While……

Sketchy is what they call me….

Accepting fault, guilt on tilt fearing the worst, because it you that hurt in the mist of the past brought to the present coupled with contempt cursed for past transgressions, insulting intelligence, mocking compassion, understanding, and generosity. All that is given from a heart of solidarity guarded by the light singeing all, “…what’s done in the darkness; comes to light…”

Sketchy is what they call me….

I can’t stand for this so I sit down to be knocked down constantly; reminders of my indiscretions, misdirection and imperfections…. smh….it’s a fucking emotional insurrection.!!! So I plead out, hoping for a lighter sentence, willing to do my penance and restitution for the crucifixion of feelings, trust and security…lmao seriously?

Sketchy is what they call me….

…. speaking of which I’m curious; why deal with, a deceiving, cheating selfish narcissistic? Is it to cure me with a self-righteous moral compass to guide me to the light and singe the fights about how delusional I am in my perspective; my skewed introspective keeping me from already incriminating myself any more than what I have.

Sketchy is what they call me….