I Gotta Pee

I Gotta Pee

I just woke up; in the middle of the night

my emotional bladder full and tight

walkin in darkness as I seek relief

Feeling like I’m going to burst is my belief

Down the hallway of emotions feeling my way;

Stubbing my toe on the end-table along the way

Of this relationship, oh such pain unimaginable

As I limp and hop through conversations

Your tactics like jacks I step on; causes exploding sensation

Overwhelms me wanting to curse

And piss all over the place; but that would just make it worst

So I hold it in knowing the muscle to be exercised

Getting weak soon the leak words of despise

Out of pain thinking relief will be gained

But a mess will be left if; so my piss I restrain

Until I can properly relieve myself

At the right time/place, relief will be felt

Keeping this in mind,  I step lightly;

through the darkness a light shines brightly

The door cracked open ever so slightly

Letting me know relief is near

Where I can release what I’ve held all these years

My emotional bladder, strained by mental vandalism

No longer being held in; no fear of criticism

Now relieved of this piss I can think clearly

…imagine all this just because I had to pee.

What I think when God Looks at Me

What I think God sees lookin at Me

it's immeasurable by my standards; this is beyond me

literally, "...it's beyond me;" and my scope of vision

forbids me on his level to my level of comprehension

so it's hard to begin to think honestly

what I think God sees when he looks at me

So since I won't tempt God; nor shall I fate

by being audacious enough; into myself seducing

into a mental state; or even try to relate

my imperfect state of mind to perfect state of being

by trying form an answer; I would eternally hesitate

Only because what I think God sees when he looks at me

is literally beyond me....

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Isaiah 55:8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the LORD.

I Wonder

I Wonder

I sit and ponder about things and wonder

When the sun rises, does it rise for me

To show me the beauty of my life; I wonder

Night stars a guiding light in darkness for I to see

This map of the universe; oh the days I curse

Lost in it’s eternity; because this map I can’t read

Missing the signs leading me back to the source

A life with you; how I should proceed

With the bumps in life’s road; causing me to fail

to be like the blind; who read life not with eyes

but with what they feel; like reading brail

only then can I prevail with everything I try

Trusting what I touch; believing what I feel

For; if common sense was just that

Common; then all life luster lost, with no appeal

This life to offer, nothing dynamic only static

I sit and ponder about things and wonder

When the sun rises, does it rise for me

To show me the beauty of my life; I wonder

Night stars a guiding light in darkness for me to see..

Coo - Coo

Coo-Coo

Tic Toc

Echoing in my head; sitting here bored

Rather be partying instead bored outta my gorg

Tic Toc

Like molasses in the dead of winter; the hour hand creeps

I lay here like an insomniac wishing I could sleep

Tic Toc

Setting the pace this stupid clock; a very slow pace at that

I can’t help but think what my friends are doing; where’re they at

Tic Toc

Pacing the floor now wearing the rug thin

Feels like I’m losing my mind; with nothing to do

No need for the clock to chime

on the hour I’ll be the one going coo-coo

Tic Toc

Maybe if I close my eyes and stop watching time

It’ll pass me by unnoticed; then it’ll be tomorrow before I know it

But then what will I do; the same as today

Sit and watch for time again; slowly passing my way

Greeting me like it always do “Tic-Toc”

As it makes me “Coo-Coo”

You say I’m bored…I believe so too. Tic-Toc; Coo-Coo